[camp guy]

We all need therapy of different types, in different doses, for different reasons. My advice to you is to live in the present, remember the past, and dream of the future, but don't let either the past or the future control your present.

Also, it is only a boat, a recreational toy. There must be other things in your life to keep your mind occupied during the next 7 months. Sure, everyone is happy and excited when buying a new boat, and can't wait to use it, but put it all in perspective.

Oh, by the way, from my own experience, you are acting very normal, so don't worry about yourself.

Enjoy next summer, in the meantime - Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!